A note from Pastor Alan:
Earlier this year, Helen burst into my office holding a pathology report, which contained the words “no evidence of Hepatitis C”. Ten years earlier she had been diagnosed with the disease and the prognosis was not good. Recently I asked her to share this testimony to the healing power of God, but healing her of Hepatitis C was only one of the many things God has done in Helen’s life. Here is Helen’s story …
When asked to do my testimony on Hepatitis C, I hesitated and said could I think about this.
Almost immediately the words “When”, “How” and “Why” came to mind.
After pondering those words for several hours, I decided to write down my thoughts in regards to my healing.
With tears rolling down my cheeks, the awesomeness of my Lord Jesus Christ overwhelmed me.
I’d like to share this with all of you.
Almost 4 years ago, I walked through the doors of the CRC church here in Long Gully. I was a mess, ready to take my own life. It was like my insides looked like my outsides, tired, run down, hurt … truly it was just as ugly on the inside as well as the outside. If there was one word that describes the way it was, it would be the word “failed” in capital letters all over my life. Everything I’d ever done, I failed, my mothering, marriage, schooling, my ability to function as a person, the list went on.
I knew I had a short time before my liver would stop working, I was on borrowed time.
I had already committed my life and knew Jesus to be my Lord and my Saviour, as I had been attending Pastor Pauline’s church in Ararat. There my Jesus allowed me to grow.
Oh, how I remember those days in the seven years I backslid.
If I had anything that had never been done to me, those seven years made up for it. I can’t explain the pain, the heartache, the evil that came into my life in that time. I’d lost everything a human could lose.
So when I walked through our doors here at CRC, no-one could take anything else from me. I was so lost but deep down I knew Jesus loved me, even if no-one else did, Jesus did. Even though people doubted me and told me I’d only last 6 months, 4 years later I’m still here growing stronger in God.
So my walk with my Jesus became so real, he’d become my closest friend. No-one could ever know me the way He does.
You see my testimony is not, He healed me of Hepatitis C.
Jesus has healed me of all kinds of stuff, because I’m 100% sold out to Jesus.
I’m His to do with as He pleases because I made a right old mess of my life.
I’ve no idea when this wonderful miracle of healing took place.
Nor do I have any idea of how Jesus did it.
But to the why, sure that’s easy, it’s because He loves me!
Helen
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